Maybe this is all just a good reason to get a new vehicle, something we've been talking about for a few months. We know we want to have another baby, someday, and we figure we won't be able to squeeze three little ones into our tiny car. Maybe that's it.
And maybe God just needs us to look to Him. These times of uncertainty are the times His comfort seems the closest.
Who knows. I'm happy in The Lord, in spite of our icky situation. I realize it could be worse. I spent my evening in my warm home with my loud, healthy, and rambunctious kids. I've got a mansion just over the hilltop. I'm on my way to glory land.
As my mother in law says, this ain't nothin' but a thing.